#in a way. <- the counter to unproductive self loathing has manifested once again

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"I'm actually so ill and crazy and evil underneath my facade of niceness and faux personality, everyone can see the cracks in my shoddily put together mask. I'm not kind, I'm just manipulative." VS "I'm really normal and just going through the motions same as everyone else, the only thing crazy about me is the fact that I think I have it bad at all. It's all a dramatization because I want to feel special, like an edgy middle schooler claiming to be a psychopath for negative clout." FIGHT!!!

^ HINT: Neither are entirely right perspectives. However, the momentum in swinging from one incorrect extreme to another prevents any chance of unpacking the truth aside from a shallow acknowledgement. ^